Chapter 2, Broken
“Emily… what the fuck,” I said, my happiness dropping to my feet. Emily was holding my diary, pages from it sprawled across her bed. I backed out of the room, my eyes stinging, why would she ever do such a mean thing. “Eclair wait!” Emily cried, but it was too late. I ran out of the room and through the front door. I got to a clearing in the forest and collapsed on the emerald grass, allowing the blades to slip past my fingers. I slowly closed my eyes as tears rolled down my cheeks. Sunlight splashed onto my face like warm water splashing off stains of blood. I sat up, covering my eyes with my sleeve. My ears dropped down as my lips started to wobble again.
“Hey, get up kid, you’re in the way!” I slightly turned my head, catching a glimps of the person talking. I saw someone in a white mask, similar to Jane’s, holding a crowbar. I stood up, rubbing my eyes to dry away the tears. “Masky, stop being such a dickhead”. I looked up as Toby’s voice rang from behind him. I bit my lip, shuffling to the side slightly. I lifted my hood up, trying to cover my face and save myself from shame, but it was no use. “Eclair, why are you crying?” Asked Toby, resting his hand on my shoulder. I practically fell into him, trying to hold back the tears that flooded my eyes. “Well, you can deal with the kid Toby, I’ll be back in a second,” said Masky, rolling his eyes. Toby had grabbed hold of my arms, steadying me from my fall.
We ended up lowering to the ground, still holding onto each other. I pulled away from him, wiping away my tears. “S-sorry, i-if you want t-to go back to him you can,” I stuttered, looking away in embarrassment. I closed my eyes, hoping for the ground to swallow me whole. Suddenly, my eyes shot open as something wrapped around me. I looked up. “Toby, I…,” I couldn’t even finish my sentence I was in such shock. “Please don’t cry, I hate it when my friends are sad,” he whispered, my eyes wide. It’s been so long since anyone’s been this nice to me, and Toby barely even knows me.
We walked back to the mansion, talking all the way. When we got back I was scared to go back to my room. “Hey, mind if I hang out with you for now,” I asked. Toby nodded, gripping onto my shoulder. “Eclair, Toby!,” a voice called out from behind, it was Jeff, “We’re having a kind of sleepover party, do you want to join in?” I nodded vigorously, my tail shaking. I love sleepovers and I love a good party, this should be fun. I forgot all about what had happened for a moment and ran to my room. I almost flew through the door, landing in a small heap of pillows. “I’m guessing you heard about the party, oh, and the pillows, you’re welcome,” I looked up to see Emily on her bed, a nail file in her hands.
“Look, sorry about earlier, I was curious about the button on the side of your book, turns out that’s the button to drop out all the pages,” said Emily, helping me up from the mound of fluff. We ended up hugging for… quite a while. It feels so good when we make up after shit happens. I collapsed onto my bed, my heart thudding under my chest. I keep thinking about earlier. Am I really his friend? I buried my face in my pillow, feeling a flush approaching from deep down. “Stupid, stupid, stupid! You can’t like him, you only just met him,” I whispered into the pillow, smacking my head against it. I turned onto my side, grabbing my phone from my bedside table.
I called my friend, Darcy, just needing a person who I can relate to (not in a family way). “Hey hey Eclair! How’s life.” / “It’s good, listen, I need to ask you a guy question?” After talking for a while we ended our conversation. I turned to look at Emily, a smirk grew on her face. I’ve lived with Emily for most of my life, so I knew what this face meant. “Who is it now, you have to tell me, please,” she babbled, leaning over the side of her bed. I looked up at the clock, eight pm. “Shouldn’t we be getting ready for the party?” I said, slipping into my pajamas.
We walked out of our room. As Emily walked off towards the living room, I went over to Toby’s room. I hesitantly knocked on the door, not sure whether he was going or not. Who is it,” he sounded annoyed, maybe I should just go, no… don’t chicken out. “I-it’s Eclair, a-are you coming or n-not?” I lent my head against the door, almost expecting him to stay there. Suddenly, the door flew open…